PutingSinungaling

As I've said in my previous journal, I have been feeling weird things inside my body lately. And yeah, I must admit that I am being bothered by it. My chest hurts; my muscles seems like torn; my eyes were always strained; my back is always hurting like hell. I couldn't imagine anything worse than this in the future. :no: I am so afraid that I might lose my dreams because of what I am feeling now but I am much afraid to know what causes the weird feelings that I am feeling. Oh, God. Help me. :pray: I want to continue living for my father. He's been very dear to me despite of the fact that we are not living together. :floating: I want to make

Lately I have found myself spending most of my time sleeping soundly. It causes my head to ache, that's a fact. :lmao: But I can do nothing but to sleep and sleep because I have discovered sleeping as my own remedy -- my sweet escape. :floating: I can be whatever I want to be while I am sleeping. I can do whatever I want when I am sleeping. I am my own master when I am sleeping. I am the best of me when I am sleeping. :airborne::airborne::airborne::airborne::airborne::airborne: But you know what I loved the most when I am sleeping? I know that when I wake up tomorrow, all my frustrations and sadness will be gone because I have satisfied